Thursday, October 23, 2014

Mutant

 1. The mutation is called the Walking Skeleton. However a colorful personality(or maybe just a personality of a sarcastic nature) made my skeleton a little more purple and more detailed.

2. Obviously, there are physical changes like the fact my eyes are now purple with a blue pupil. My veins are more definite and artistic, they aren't just straight lines. The dark circles around my eyes turned darker and had white border to highlight them. I'm still a skeleton now so I have to have a mouth of one.

3. You can't really tell but my organs just aren't there anymore. My body has the appearance of one but one that looks like it's just painted over skin. I have skin but no organs.

4. I seem to have even less self-esteem as well as my depression worsening. I can fake a smile but only for so long. I, however, still don't like to sit and have to listen to my own thoughts.

5. Unusual skills? If you consider walking in and out of places without being notice, the of course. I'm also able to walk in and out of others thought without a trace. I try to distract myself from my own.

6. You could say I've become darker, more depressing. My urge to even be bother to talk has decreased immensely. I use to joke that I'm an antisocial insomniac vampire. Now I really am an antisocial insomniac skeleton.

7. I'm no longer hungry. Usually, I found food to be one of the best parts of living. Now.. I guess it's not enticing enough to even be bothered to consume nutrition. I still love the smells though, every now and again I can force myself to eat but even then it just goes right through me.

8. I've noticed that I'm more withdrawn. I want to socialize, but I just can't be bothered to meet new people. I have the few who make me happy and forget about my pain. These are the people who still love me despite the mutation, thankfully I still have them. Outside of them, I'm withdrawn, quiet, and antisocial

9. This mutation surprisingly only upped my want to learn. If I don't have something to drown out my thoughts then I need to distract myself. Thought on something other then introspection whether it be math or language, it doesn't matter. I need something to distract me from my over thought of reality

10. Maybe it has changed my plans, I want to be an english second language teacher. The need to study something to take away my thoughts fuels the drive to listen to and learn a second language. However, I'm starting to have bad self esteem issues(as stated earlier). This lowers the urgency of this dream/plan. It's a shame really...

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